2016 has bent the universe over and is taking us all on a rough ride. I decided with all the crud going on, when small moments of good happen, I will blow them up into much bigger deals than they really are to make up for all the bad.
My doctor smiled today. Doesn’t sound like much, eh? Well, this is my notoriously emotionless (which is why I have a crush on him) kidney specialist who for three years has been straight forward about what was going on, how we would treat it, and was pleased, in his quiet way, the times the treatments worked. Seriously, though, his emotional control is goal worthy for me. But today? Today, he let go. I guess he was so pleased with my most recent lab results, he couldn’t keep his usual slightly caring but mostly blank face straight. He exclaimed that my labs were good, not just good, excellent. They are not just normal, like a person without any medical conditions at all, but even better than average.
And that is all awesome news, but he smiled and he kept smiling until we left the room heading our separate ways. So I’ll take it. I’ll take that moment and make it into something much bigger than a good report and a grin from doc. I’m going to let it erase some of the recent bad stuff and also let it carry me into the unknown days ahead.
The picture for today is of zinnias from my garden. Because smiles.